New experience....

I looked for a job during my holidays so that I can earn some pocket money and have a new experience....
And yet,I found one...
Thank Chui Xuan for introducing me this job..
Well...
I worked as promoter for my lady boss in introducing our new products...
Our shop(should I called our?cause I just worked for 9 days)are specially dealing with Pu Erh Tea(China,Yunnan)...
I not the person who like to drink Chinese tea...
because it tasted worse,bitter somemore...
But,my thought changed after I worked for this lady boss...
She quite busy with her stuff during this EXPO period...
She have to rush to KL for her degree's courses...
so,she just left the stall for me and the other worker...
I like this worker(not the lover's like lah),is a guy,called Kai Xian,20 years old...
He can't speak English properly or I should say,he can't understand English well(not his fault because he studied at Pay Fong)...
now,back to our topic...
why I like him?
yet,the answer is...
I like the way he dealing with the tea's buyer(customer),the ways how he demonstrates techniques in drinking the Pu Erh Tea...
what should I say?
AWESOME?
yup,really awesome..^^
the tea made by him was NICE and PLEASANT to drink..!!!
from that moment,I fall in love with Chinese tea...
besides,he quite funny and humor guy...
Good to have he as my new pal..^^

I met many new friends during my working time..
you see...
I can't sit tight at my working place only..
that's why...haha...
making new new friends was NICE... =)
This job also worth for me,although the paid(RM60 per day & included meals) might seem a little bit low for some people...
but,it is rather than jobless...
RIGHT?
the most important is,I learned somethings through this job...
so,it is worth..!!!! ^^

Time to say GOODBYE.....

I know this day will come...
It's approached me,make me lost my control...
Just,it came too fast..I have no time to prepare or to think..
Perhaps,I just don't want to think...
Cause,I know I will so hesitated to leave you all,my lovely GBS L6B3..
"Don't be fear"
"It's ok"
I told myself...
But,inside my deep deep heart...
Yet,I'm afraid...
Fear to accept the challenges...?
NOPE,I'll never ever fear of challenges,the tougher the challenge is,the more I learned..
Maybe..I just frighten,scared...
I scare I fail my tasks..

And yet,leaving you all as my classmates is the most hurting part,I guess..
Just feel like I gonna separate with you all(although we still studying at the same school)..
Nobody would wiling to share their precious time to play with at there...
Nobody would wiling to teach me how to become a pre-U student...
Nobody would wiling to scold me if I done anythings wrong during my presentation...
Nobody would wiling to ask me to practice speaking during MUET lessons...><"
Nobody would wiling to gossip with me..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I dislike this king of feeling..
It's so terrifying...
When I took photo with my lovely classmates,my tears are rushing to come out,luckily,I manage to control them..
My heart is crying..
but,I smile to say goodbye...
T^T

Haizz...
Time flies...
Just a twinkling moment,
All gone,new life BEGUN...
"Go ahead,don't even look back"
My sir told me that,he encouraged me to go up,gave me the last reminds..
Sir,THANK YOU..I really appreciate it...
And I'll..CONTINUE my journey with own wills...

Guys,just a short short remind for you all..
We may separated now,but,yes,I'm still belong to L6B3,my spirit still there..
Think what Sir told us during his lessons,
we may different in our appearance,but..
don't forget..
Everyone have one complex and well developed BRAIN...
Try hard to get what you want..!!
Remember that...^^
Mr. Tay(my chemistry tuition teacher)always said" Try very very very hard to achieve your goals,don't waste your time at FORM 6"


Bye...and good luck^^

Do you know that you are so ANNOYING ???

Here,
I gonna write something or a message for my "lovely" classmate who have think TOO MUCH,perhaps??
First thing that I gonna ask you is : where is your brain located? your ass?
Why you often think something that SO COMPLICATED??!!
or...Can't you be more polite ??
or...Can't you be more considerable??
Perhaps,you CANNOT..!!!!!!!!!

Secondly,
Did we accidentally HURT you?? or what have we done that make you so pissed off???
EXCUSE ME,my dear friend....
You thought we will gossip about you? Who do you think you are?? Tom Cruise? or ???
NOTHING about you that worth for us to gossip about you,ok???
Pathetic !!!

Thirdly,
you warmed mc that you wouldn't tolerate with us if we accidentally stepped on your tail?
What a childish warning is....hahahahahahahahahahahaha....
now,who should warning who????
think with your ass brain,please..!!!
oppss...I forgot,your brain grown at your ass.... =X

Yet,we tried to make friend with you,ask you whether you wanna join us for movie or what what event or not...
and your answer really pissed me off...
Sincerely,we just wanna ask you to hang out with us,what so difficult??
you bastard....><"

YES,I know that my English isn't that good as yours...and I can't speak fluently as you did...
so what???
so you can laugh at me,is that what you want??
nope,you already DID..!!!!

We try to avoid arguing with you,because it's worthless and we are CLASSMATES..!!!
Make it clear,we are CLASSMATES..!!!!
Everyone have their right to speak out their mind,but unlike this...
Am I right??
Can't you just be more POLITE??? you are guy,ok?
Guy behave like guy...but,do you?
We tolerate with you,so do you...
IF we did hurt your feeling unconsciously ,I as the representative,saying SORRY to you....
I'm so SORRY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please forgive us?><"

** No offense..
Written by: Juliana Koh...

GBS L6B3

10th May was my first day stepped into the Malacca the most favorite and famous school - SMK GAJAH BERANG(well known as GBS)...
I wonder why I am there? I wonder why I choose FORM 6 as my last path to the journey of higher education..
and I experienced all that my others colleague's friends don't have...................

the day I put on the school uniform(since a long time I didn't wear school uniform after my SPM last paper)......
the day I wear the GBS's badge......
the day I become one part of this school....
the day that I so reluctant to stay in FORM 6...
the days that I struggled the most in my life..
the days I being taught to become a pre-U student...
the day I met ALL the lovely and adorable classmates...

Indeed,I love this class,we might be the last class,but we have our own pride,dignity(hope the school authority won't look down on us!!!!) ..
although the feeling might not same as 5SN1...
BUT,yes,I love you all...
Everyone is different,everyone have their own personalities...
some good,some not...
for others too,I might not good as I seem,I might be hated..
but,no matter how,
this friendship will last eternity in my memories until the day I cannot breathe..
I'll keep this in my heart,how about you all,my lovely classmates?
Remember,guys....
you yourself choose this path,no one forced you..
we maybe the last class,but,with our spirit and right altitude,
yes,we still can be saved!!!!
God gave us a brain which is almost the same among us,
ask yourself...
why they can,why I cannot???
perhaps they are brilliant and clever,need no hardship..
perhaps we are not that smart,but we can work hard for that..maybe 50% more or 100 % more...
everything under your own control..
guys...DECIDE IT now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't waste your time...
Gambateh,my friends!!! ^^
Sorry to say that I might leaving you all next year,but as what Mr. Alex said :This is fact,just face it
I don't think I manage to go other classes with a smile on my face..
because,
here,I found my happiness...
I found myself..
I gossip with you all..
feel sad and hesitated to leave you all...
T,T
Perhaps,when I gone...
the class will much more quite and peaceful...
Perhaps,I should learn how to grown up...


Thank guys,I love you all(I mean that)-.-"

It just cannot be compared...

It have been long time since I enter Form 6...
Met new friends,chit-chat all the time with each others,study together,eat together and more and more...
BUT,the feeling......
isn't same as last time...
isn't same when I studying at SMJK Tinggi Cina Melaka...
It just not same...
Perhaps..
I just cannot get used to it...
Or..
maybe they are different from you guys(my older friends)..
Different people,different mind,different thought,different altitude...
Some are just too follow the law,I mean school's law,
you see,
law is made,not born with,but why when the teacher or school authority made some STUPID mistakes,they will still following the law..?
If compared to us when we were in Form 5,we won't follow blindly the law,isn't we?
Is not that we too brave to break the law or we cannot follow the instructions nicely...
is just because teachers also homo sapien,which mean..they are also just like us - HUMAN BEING,which also mean,they make MISTAKES too!!
Am I right?
While,some are just too selfish,too annoying,too childish...
then who should I be? same as them?
Well,I love gossip and talkative all the time...and yet,I break the law as usual..
haha...XD
As usual,we have our own geng...
BUT,obviously..some of my classmates don't even want to stick with us,because many we too "ji po"...haha...
yes,I admit that...XD
But cannot you just cooperate with us once??!!! har??!!
because of you,we care about your feeling...and due to this factor,we ask your opinions for our class gathering,and yet,you talk with your ASS and give bullshit,saying us didn't invite you at all...
Ok,fine !!!
We have to plan first before inviting you,aren't we?
So,we plan first,and yet,you saying us didn't invite?
Hello,my dear friend...we haven't fully planed,how can we simply invite you?? Think with your brain,not your ass,please !!!!
THEN,after we finished planed,we DID invite you,and yet,you gave bullshit reasons and say don't want come?? WTH...><
Whatever,up to you to decide...
This is what you decided,not us,and please..we didn't offended you at all,why cannot you smile and talk NICELY with us?
You said go for halal place,yet,we asked your opinion...but what did you do?
One day,If I lost my temper and Devil inside me talk control of me,
SORRY is the only words I can say because I sure scold you...!!!!

ABOVE WAS JUST MY PERSONAL'S OPINIONS...

Am I strong enough??

Form 6 life is not that easy,it's hard..
Can I effort to make it?
REGRET so much because didn't do well in SPM..if not,I won't belong to there...>,<

Hmm....I wonder...
Sometimes,I doubted my ability,doubted my decision,doubted whether I belong to there or not...
And yes...I doubted whether I can make my family proud and myself proud at the end of 2011 year?
I wish I can manage to do it,but sometimes,DEVIL inside me just too powerful and take control of my spirit...
It said "You will never success..you will never make your family proud..." T^T
Form 6 's life have destroying myself..
I started to feel worried,started to feel depressed,started to ......
Wearing a mask to deal with the people all around me isn't that easy...
I'm really TIRED..
I need a REST...
REST....REST....and REST...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzz...
Nevertheless,I had choose this path,and I have to continue it without any hesitation...
I have to....
Yes,I have to!!!!!
But,how long can I manage to do so?????
I don't know...
I'll just fight till the end...that's all...
BE STRONG, JULIANA KOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

One Malaysia?

Recently,an issue about racial have been raised up...
But,it is a not a big deal for me because we are in MALAYsia...
They said us,the CHINESE are pendatang,yes,no doubt,we were...I mean before our country achieved MERDEKA..

Is no the first time they said us like that..they burn my church and yet,if based on law,they should submitted and arrested under ISA,but what our lovely government had done to encounter this problem??? Two had sent to jail for only two years AND one is released because NO ENOUGH EVIDENCE!
You know what our priest said? He said" God is looking,we should just keep quiet and let it be..." Yes,i agree with that,because no matter what we did,we the one who will arrested under ISA if we accidentally created an sensitive issue...
Next,you asked us,the CHINESE go back to China..? Hey,use your brain lah,based on law,who born IN Malaysia automatically will become the citizen of this country,and no doubt,we are BORN in Malaysia!So,we are MALAYSIAN,not CHINESE...
You are politician,an educator,and so on...
But why??? Why cannot you be more mature? You taught we want to stay at Malaysia? All the benefits,all the scholarships,all the good facilities...we gave you! And we have the worst things...many of Chinese and Indian students get full A in government's exam,but they cannot get into local University ,cannot get JPA scholarship,cannot get into Matrik? The reason is because their skin colour...
Why cannot they learn from SINGAPURA? Singapura wants the BEST,the TOP,no matter who you are or what your skin colour is...WHY Malaysia cannot???
I doubt the ability of government in dealing with this problem..
And you may said" hak keistimewaan"
And I will said" What the heck is this? Laws are made,laws are not born,they can be changed!Why cannot you,the Parliament,the Majlis Raja-Raja change it????
Because........they have already too depends on this law[HAK KEISTIMEWAAN]...
If change or delete this,they cannot survive...no more benefits for them,and they have too compete with us...you think they what???? Of course NO!
you NEVER been in our shoe!!!!!!! You never know what our feeling is when we work hard for something and cannot get it!!!!! You never know the feeling being called PENDATANG HARAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But,in reality,we do exist and live harmony as One Malaysia...we study together,we visit each other house when Hari Raya or other festivals...
I don't know why Parliament and an educator bring this an sensitive issue?
And yet,the more educated you are,the more stupid you are...

On the other hand,we,the Chinese should not blame them,if want blame,blame our ancestor for not work hard to fight for our importance in the past..
and we should be grateful because we work hard for somethings and less depends on government..we learned the hardship...we appreciate what we gained..unlike them,everything fall from sky,the government have to feed them all the time.

Finally,CHINESE,take a deep deep breathe and continue our journey,don't argue with the "people" who never understand what we need,right? save our energy from quarreling this stupid thing,because they always the winner no matter how...so,why don't we just keep quiet and let them bark and act as clown?

ABOVE ARE MY PERSONAL OPINION,DON'T ARREST ME UNDER ISA..THANKS...

What a damn school is....

I hate to say..but,still...I have to speak it out...
I HATE this school!!!!!!
Last week,
we gathered at hall and received a letter from the pihak sekolah that want us to donate money to build such a beautiful and useful roof for the students to walk under it when raining....
In my heart,I said" is the necessary for me to donate money just to build a roof that are so USEFUL?"
The letter stated that they have a DINNER specially for this purpose,and the seat for one person is RM50...
The teacher said:" The more you give, the more you received,so,be generous..and we didn't force you all to buy,is up to you all to decide"
So....
I decided not to donate..
know why?
because it is the full government supported school,and still...they wanna us to give donation..><
WTF is this school...=.="
And yet,we all decided not to GIVE(because it not compulsory for us to give donation like what he told us earlier) ..and this maybe cause the teacher to feel unhappy and came to scold us..=.="
He said firmly:" ok..you all don't want to give,isn't?! Does this RM50 will make you all bankrupt?!! If you all don't want to come for the dinner,then just give RM25 for the charity purpose...you make the school happy,and yourself happy.."

and the victims not me,is those students who want to go to KL trip because the teacher said :" if you give the donation RM25,then you only have to pay for RM20 for the trip fee; if not,you all have to pay RM40 for the trip fee..."
What can I said??? Does this action forcing the students to give the donation???
Does they really need that much money just to build the roof?

Besides that,one thing that make me very very unsatisfied is....
the teacher said:" STCM tak ajar you give donation ke?? Katolik tak ajar you give donation ke:???"
LOLZ.....WTH

Starting a brand new life..^^

I'm here again to update my blog..^^
*You* have left me for almost 2months,however,I seem like get used it ad.. the life without YOU..
I hate YOU for everything u did..YOU should just only care about me..not others gal..
But,in deep of my heart,still...I LOVE YOU..
anyway...it mean nothing ad,so..I should just forget about YOU n start my F6's life..
Hmmm......
actually,I quite excited and cannot wait to go F6 because,there......will be a good starting point for my life,everything will be new to me,friends..teachers...studies............
F6's life seen to be so hard(that's what they always say),but does it really hard??? I cannot make a conclusion here..>,<
I was...bad in science in F4 n F5,y? haha..because i dun really study,that's why my science subject so terrible,especially CHEMISTRY(x.X) ...
However...I will fix it after I enter F6.I was bad last time..but,it doesn't mean that I will always bad in it,right???
My future,I will decide it!
Maybe some of u will say that I cannot success,but who know??? Maybe I can be more success than u all??? Maybe I cannot...but,my future,only I know how to do it..
Whether I will succeed o not..it depends on me,isn't it?
And I prove it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just wait and see!!!!!!!!!!!!
wuahahaha...^^

爱情。

当你爱上一个人时，是不是就连他/她的缺点也爱上呢？也许许多都会说“是”。但是，实事却不是如此，不是吗？
常常因为小事而争吵，正常吗？我不知道。真的越吵越恩爱吗？还是越吵感情越疏远呢？我个人认为，天天吵架不一定是好事，而是“灾难”。
我有个朋友，和她男友在一起三年，她的男友是个脾气暴躁的人，爽不爽就对她拳打脚踢，我问她
“你爱他吗”
“我爱他，虽然他那样对我，可是我真的不能没有他，他打我，我静静给他打”
天哪…！那是什么道理？！不用奇怪，那就《爱》。
可是，我不赞成。不要问我为何不赞成，因为每个人对爱情的价值观不一致。
当一个男人那样对你时，你真的有做错吗？有人却因为吃醋，却被其男友骂“我只是找一个人，你就呱呱叫”，当你骂出来时，你有想过她的感受吗？也许你说，她让我吃醋吃到麻木了…。可是，她有那样骂你吗？
当她和其他男生说话时，他也一样骂她。但，他和其他女人说话时，她却静静。
以前，他和她出去时，他却常常和其他女生信息。她却静静不当一回事。当她和女性朋友诉苦时，她们都骂她傻，她们说“要是我男友和我出去时，信息其他女生，我会马上变脸，并且，问他，你够了没有…”。
她要求他快点考车，他却想理不理，还很严肃地说“你不要逼我…”，有哪个女生不想男友快点考车带自己去兜风呢？顺便炫耀给朋友看呢？
女生心里虽然很受伤，但是，依然爱着他，因为《爱》。