Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Single Valentile's day...


Yesterday was the day fulled of loves and surprises for those lovers...it's the Valentine's day...!!! ^^
Not for me of course...

Does Valentine's day so meaningful for everyone???~ DON'T KNOW...XD
Early in the morning,expect other lovers to celebrate in sweetly,while I will stand aside silently..hehe...^^
My friend wanted to give his flower to one Form 4 girl,but,he not dare to do so,he asked my monitor to give it to that lucky girl...how timid he was when dealing with love...
perhaps everyone are same either...
I'm a very good example..
IF I admire someone,I don't even dare to talk to him...wanna start conversation with him,but no ideas...><"...
No doubt,this year...I DON'T HAVE someone to admire....
maybe I was TIRED being cheated and cheated and CHEATED throughout the relationship...
I DON'T put my faith on men...
MAN are always liars....

My closed friend,XXX...just broke up with her boyfriend 4 days ago...
She professed that her bf started not to sms or call her after her birthday...
She always so care about him and waiting for him to come to her house to visit her family on CNY...because he did pay a visit to her family last year....
I don't know why her bf treated her like that..
She is nice girl,seldom go out with other guys...
She was so sweet when others talking about him...
this man sent a message saying that he the one who break up with her first...LOLX...!!
ei hello...why you need the word first??
He didn't send a single message since that time....><"
I don't understand,he is the one started to promise to take care of her and bla bla bla...(bullshit stuffs),but why the same person who let go of this relationship first..??
you know why?
BECAUSE MAN CHANGED swiftly...I mean some..
and I went through same situation as her...

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN'T HANDLE HER,DON'T START A RELATIONSHIP...!!
Please...I beg to all man in this world...
don't ever try to hurt the one you promised to take care....
GIRLS,love yourself...nobody love you better than yourself....

We are so young,no need so rush to find someone to love...^^
Happy single Valentine's day ..!!!^^

Saturday, February 12, 2011

It is a sorrowful drama or what??

Early in the Friday morning,about 2a.m++....my dad received a call from my mother's sister..
An anxious and panic voice came out from the phone saying that my Grandpa was sent to hospital because he keep vomiting and totally fatigue...
without any hesitation,my parents rushed to hospital to make sure he is fine...
While I was at home praying.....

My Grandpa does not lives together with us,he is staying with his daughter-in-law and her children only(because my uncle passed away last year)...
Frankly,I dislike this aunt so much especially after this incident...
you will know why after I write everything about her....

SHE,perhaps is the daughter of the bitch...
SHE isn't showing a good example as a mother and a wife...


Story begin like this............................
Before my uncle passed away because of his heart failure,
I still can accept her as my aunt...
before my uncle's funeral,
she was just fine for me although I don't really like the ways she behaved...
she is a professional thief,stealing money from my house,and almost all my relatives(my mother side)and also her working place(this explain why she often change her job)...
she taught her four children the PROPER,AND APPROPRIATE ways to snatch others' wallets,phones and any stuffs that she wanted....
I can tolerate with her if she just only stole from my house...
however,I can't accept she is stealing my Grandpa's money when he was sleeping...
even when my grandpa was on the way to hospital,she still stealing from him..!!!!!!
Can you imaging? My Grandpa was totally unconscious and powerless to stop her..she still wanna stole it from my 80++ years old Grandpa....
She is not facing any financial problems (after my uncle passed away,she the one who inherit his insurance's money and etc),3 of the children is working too and so do her...
and why she keep stealing??!!!
Perhaps it have become her daily habits and she is addicted to it....@@

Story doesn't end like that...
once my uncle passed away,
she become the queen in that home and showed her true face...
Her stealing habits become worse and worse...
she not only steal,but...became a useless daughter in law....
She said to my mom and other aunts:
" I have no responsible to take care of your dad,he is your dad,not mine,I WON'T care about him. He have to pay me if he still wanna live along with me.That's all..."

I thought it was a dream,because this kind of scene and conversation will only be seem and heard in front of TV screen..
She changed dramatically....
show no mercy kicking my elder Grandpa out of her house..
then all my other aunts and mom keep quarreling with her,saying that the house was named under my Grandpa...
she the one who should leave,she refused to do so and CRY( hypocrite,isn't),saying that her husband just passed away and bla bla bla.....

However,my Grandpa resolved to stay with her(perhaps he was cheated by her tears)...
then,the Cinderalla story tale begin~~~~~~~
She not allowed my grandpa to phone us using home's no....
there's is one time,my mom phoned her to talk to my grandpa,she refused to answer my mom's calls,not only that,her son phoned back to my house to scold me with some ribaldry words...
This is the BRILLIANT mother that produce a INGENUOUS son...
Moreover,
she even not allowed my grandpa to eat with her(she said:"if you wanna eat,cook yourself,don't waste my money to look after you...")
therefore,my parents often asked him to come my house and enjoy lunch or dinner together..
Luckily my parents are not cold blooded human being...

~~~teng~~~~~teng~~~~~teng~~~~~
Now,she brought along with the expired breads to feed my Grandpa in hospital..!!!!!!
She wanna show to us that she have did her responsibilities as "filial" daughter in law...
BUT,she forgot that we can read the expiring date of the load of white bread....
she then said she is not free and some bullshit excuses not to visit my grandpa in hospital...
then,my mom cooked some porridge and bring some healthy meals for him...

I feel like wanna drive to her house,slap her and kick her ass on behalf of my Grandpa.....
but,I can't ;
I wanna let all people in this world to know this WOMAN and her defiant behaviors...
but,where to start?
I feel angry and fed up with her,I have try to control my patience and stand silently aside...
I hope she will change,but IMPOSSIBLE...><
I feel sorry and pity for my grandpa,but,I can do nothing....

haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Grandpa,may Lord be with you...!!! God blessed you,please get well soon!!!

Dear Lord,please guide her and heal her soul...

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Chinese New Year Celebration...

Today is 8th of Chinese New Year,today is also the day where most of the Hokkien people's important day...
But,not to me....I'm Catolik...that explain all...^^
and yet,now only I wanna write my blog about Chinese New Year Celebration...
no doubt,
I admit that I a little slow...haha...

This year Chinese New Year's holidays seem a little weird for me....perhaps is because brainless government who started our holidays 3 days earlier...,so we actually celebrated it for only 4days....lolx...
REALLY SPEECHLESS for their BRILLIANT's decisions...

...Suddenly.....
I recalled back my last year CNY's celebration...
It was awful,terrifying,unhappy and MOST meaningless celebration for me...
and yes,it was same day as Valentine's day....><"....
My uncle passed away,worked on the days of CNY><" and bla bla bla.....

This year,I agree that it was the most tiring CNY ever....
everything was just too rushing...
look like no time for us to prepare and really enjoy our CNY.....
BUT....
I was happy and satisfied with it....
Don;t know why...
perhaps is because I can went for visitation with bucks of OLD friends...
haha...I just like the feeling being in a group,a nice and fun group....
It is totally different from my situation now....
REALLY,the friends whom you just met can't compared with those who you have know for few years....
Even for a CNY's visitation(I mean my NEW friends) were so HESITATED to enjoy outgoing with us,can you imaging there about 20++ in the class(my ex-classmates),only FIVE were attended??
SPEECHLESS....so,I kept it silently.....perhaps,they think that visitation is wasting times....
I love visitation with my STCM's friends,it was fun,we talked any topics that came out from our mind,we don't care what it is...we just talked and talked and talked...
there's no SHY,EMBARRASSED and of course SILENT in our dictionary...
we can even hang out till late night...
I have to make some clarification here for my new classmates.
night outgoing doesn't mean you are BAD... =.="....ok??? and you all ad 19,still can't go till late night??? LOLX ......><"
However,I did manage to form my group Ji-Po's group with some my new friends..haha...
They are fine and nice...XD....
Luckily I still them as my friends....or else,I will suffering AUSTISM...

Back to CNY's celebration,
I have gained weight...lolx...T^T....
I can't resist the delicious and yummy cookies,snacks and drinks....
AND YET,now I'm drinking my Pu Erh tea as the slimming drink...haha....
it tasted good~~~~~~


hehe....I think that's all for today...

^^