Form 6 life is not that easy,it's hard..
Can I effort to make it?
REGRET so much because didn't do well in SPM..if not,I won't belong to there...>,<
Hmm....I wonder...
Sometimes,I doubted my ability,doubted my decision,doubted whether I belong to there or not...
And yes...I doubted whether I can make my family proud and myself proud at the end of 2011 year?
I wish I can manage to do it,but sometimes,DEVIL inside me just too powerful and take control of my spirit...
It said "You will never success..you will never make your family proud..." T^T
Form 6 's life have destroying myself..
I started to feel worried,started to feel depressed,started to ......
Wearing a mask to deal with the people all around me isn't that easy...
I'm really TIRED..
I need a REST...
REST....REST....and REST...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzz...
Nevertheless,I had choose this path,and I have to continue it without any hesitation...
I have to....
Yes,I have to!!!!!
But,how long can I manage to do so?????
I don't know...
I'll just fight till the end...that's all...
BE STRONG, JULIANA KOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
