I hate the feeling of PAIN....

Pain? what is pain? Why people suffer because of this?
Can't explain very details in here...
but one thing for sure...
I damn HATE the feeling of pain....

Two days a ago,I accidentally fell down at the roadside on the way to school...
My godness..!!!
Can you imagine it?
Well,
me myself also can't believe it....
It was such a embarrassing incident to recall back...><"...

Luckily,there's no people in front and behind me at that moment...
or else...I gonna dig a hole and bury myself in it...
BUT....there's always a but...
there was a lot got cars beside me,the drivers and the passengers in it had watched a nice show,perhaps a clown's show...><"
I can imagine how they felt about me when I walk until can accidentally fell down...
I don't why I can just kissed the roadside at that morning,by the time...there's no holes or other things that can cause myself to fall down...

Then,I quickly picked up my books and pretended nothings had happen...
I thought I didn't get any injuries because I can't see my hand and knees were actually bleeding...perhaps I too panic after that fall....><"...
After arriving the school...
I just realized that my palm and knees were so painful...
and I looked at them...
OMG...it's bleeding...
then I told my friends how I fell down...
they all laughed at me and said,
"aiyo,how come you walk also can fall down?? Are you daydreaming?? "
haha...
Indeed...
I really don't have proper answer for that...

As you see,
that was not my first time fall down and get injured badly...
but the question is,
WHY I always walk until can fall down???
Hmm....
I DON'T KNOW...!!! lolx....><"

then,I applied medicine with the help of my friend and also Mr.Chin...
It was such a embarrassing moment in my life...
I hardly can move or bend my knees after that"accident"...
the epidermis of my skin at the area of my knees had wore out because it kissed the road and stick on the it...
The pain is terrifying...!! Even now while I writing this blog,I can still feel the pain...T^T
When I bathed,I scream like a nut...lolz...
Same thing happen when I applied medicine on it....
I can't put my blanket while sleeping because it will touch my wounds,and wake me up from my dream because I can't stand the pain....!!

New life begin...

Yesterday night,I was busy countdown-ing with a bucks of friends...
31st December really was a memorable day for me...
Time flies like hell...
Just a twinkling moment,I'm now in 2011..gosh..!!!
and I was like..OMG.!!! I haven't done anything that really impress myself..=.="
Suddenly,I recall the incidents that happen in last year...
I still remember everything clearly...

2010 was a memorable year for me,
2010...I took my SPM result,thank you for those who lend me their helping hand when I faced difficulties in academic,and so,Miss Poh,I had proven that your student - I can scored in Physic without your helps,and also to let you know,I so damn hate you><" because of what you said and what you did to my brother!!!
2010... I broke up with him,the most hurting part,I guess...;I cried and being so down...I wish I could just forgive him and be friend with him as usual,but,I couldn't..so sorry,Ng Zheng,forgive my immaturity..
2010... had some quarrels with my friends,Weng Sheng and Chris,so sorry that I being so stingy when dealing with my relationship with him and made you all so fed up...I was blind that time until can't see the truth@@
2010...I separated with my closed friend - Anna,she further her studies at Genting Inti ; First time,we being apart,I was so hesitated to separated with her,but,life have to go on.. she's now studying in college,while I stunk in my Form 6 's life.. =.="
2010...I nearly enter Bakery college which is MIB,I collected all the information but my both parents disagree with my choice,they said I should choose a better path...then, I struggled and struggled,finally,I choose Form 6 as my final way...
2010...I registered myself at SMK GAJAG BERANG,the "top" school , I was so hesitated to study there,the teachers and the school authorities made me feel unfriendly,unlike in STCM...
2010... I being taught how to become pre-u student,thousand tan of schoolworks,assignments,tuition,presentations..lolz...X,X
2010... I met a lot of new friends regardless working or studying friends,I met my ex supervisor- a very nice and loves outgoing guy...glad to meet you,Eugene! Larry,@@...speechless when talk about him,17 years old ; Kai Xian,thank for teaching me the appropriate ways to enjoy china tea><"..; Wen li, laws are to be break,don't always follow the rules,and I can't be your whole life driver,must think your own transport,ok?^^ ; And my classmates and those whom I just met,wanna to let you all know,good to have you all as my friends..^^
2010... my first year to approach my STPM (Secondary final level exam) ,gosh . . . scared...!!!! T^T



However,2010 ended,I should erase those bad and awful memories,remember the sweet and wonderful moments...
2011,new year,new resolution..!!!!
New aims for 2011 are : get flying color result for my STPM,change my immaturity, behave like an adult,become MORE hardworking than before,don't getting into any relationship..!!!!
JULIANA KOH PEI NEE,must gambateh gao gao..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES,I can...!!!!!