Bad day ever...

Today,13th June 2011 is the worst day of my life...I guess...

Haiz....don't know where to begin...

Today,I took my MUET result,it turns out like what I expected...

I get only higher Band 3...;

I get 88/120 in reading,but no point...! my Writing can't get half of the full mark-90,get only 42...

BUT....

I did expect that actually...

Cause I don't know what happen that day,my brain can't squeeze out some ideas...I was like...arh...!! Hamtam first lah...><"....then I get 42/90 at the end =.="....

Well,blame who?? Me lah,of course~~~

That was not the worst part...

The worst part is...... I less one mark then can get Band 4 ad,but is lower band 4 lah...!! F**K..!!! Why I so bad luck??!! My friend get 180(band 4),ngam ngam...so lucky....but,ME??? haiz...................

Then my friends asked me to recheck the result,see whether can get the 1 mark not,but have to pay RM70...

I answered back " RM70 for you to recheck your result,it doesn't means that you will get what you want,maybe worse than now,why don't I pay RM60 to retake,right?"

They said" aiyo,if I can't get band 3 for next time,how?? Waste my RM60"

I was like =.="......

Yes,Band 3 is enough for you to enter the local-U...,but getting higher band is definitely better what~~

I'm not satisfied with my result,and I'll resit the paper until I can get higher Band 4..!!! arh...><"

Then next year I can take my other international's English papers...

My bad luck continue till our MUET NOON rehearsal...

After the practise,teacher required us to record down our dialogue...

WTF,where got time to do?? Then,Keat Long,Chye Wat,Ee Woon , Yoke Man and I went to Chye Wat's house to record it...

SO RUSHING~~~ because Thursday gonna be our real MUET NOON performance ad..

Other than that,my aunt just passed away today...!!!!

ARH...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After my grandfather had passed away 3 months and more,is my aunt's turn now...

Now better...it happen after my holidays,huh......

but,my Mom....

.........................................haiz...............................................................

I was shocked when I heard this news,because we were together handling my grandfather's funeral and she was ok that time...

Time flies and it passes so cruelly...

HAIZ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Leader? ? ?

Haiz....

I don't know where to begin cause I found myself too tired to be a good leader...

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....................

I don't know whether is my problem or yours??
I wonder actually?
I found myself a leader for every event,for every post that I hold,for every activities,for every assignments...

Maybe I just a busybody??

or.....

No one are suit to be leader,except me?? I don't think so... ><"

I find many are capable to hold the post,just...you all are unwilling to sacrifice your time,or another word...SELFFISH
CAN I afford to handle all??

Well....
I have handled parts of these...just...

I found so difficult to cooperate with U6B2's classmates...

I had be the leader for my PRS club,I tried my best to be accepted by my ''followers"....YES,I did it...

I had be the leader for my R & D (my ex-classmate)group,well....again,they appreciate what I taught them and how I ordered them,and my group-mate said :"Juliana...thanks God,we have you as our group's leader,if not,we aren't able to finish all the works.." I just replied " Is ok...^^"...but,sincerely,I felt warm inside my heart...the feeling to be appreciated is GREAT...

Again,I be the leader for my Biology's project ,our group manage to finish it on time and hand it to teacher while others still can't finish it till now...thanks for their cooperation too...you guys are ROCKS..!! haha... =)

Now.......

I be the leader for U6B2's muet noon performance...

and yet,I thought everyone will give their full support and energy to make the performance to success...

but...

I was WRONG....!!!

I tried hard to think the storyline,and I asked whether you guys have any suggestion and opinion or not,you all KEEP QUITE...

Again,I asked you all to stay back and practise,you all said " wanna stay back meh??","until what time wor?? aiyo...","...."

Others were present that day,only 4 absent...but,I felt grateful actually...still have 11 people attended...

of course for YOU....you too,absent yourself....well,I don't aspect you to come also...><"...

you know what??

DON'T BLAME ME WHEN THE SHOW IS NOT SUCCESS...!! that's all...

Cause I also don't really like this class...

I just MISS 5SN1 2009...I remembered that whenever we have activities,we all will give full supports and ideas to make the activities success...we shared our joys and sadness together..

that moment was sweet...I miss that.... T^T....