One Malaysia?

Recently,an issue about racial have been raised up...
But,it is a not a big deal for me because we are in MALAYsia...
They said us,the CHINESE are pendatang,yes,no doubt,we were...I mean before our country achieved MERDEKA..

Is no the first time they said us like that..they burn my church and yet,if based on law,they should submitted and arrested under ISA,but what our lovely government had done to encounter this problem??? Two had sent to jail for only two years AND one is released because NO ENOUGH EVIDENCE!
You know what our priest said? He said" God is looking,we should just keep quiet and let it be..." Yes,i agree with that,because no matter what we did,we the one who will arrested under ISA if we accidentally created an sensitive issue...
Next,you asked us,the CHINESE go back to China..? Hey,use your brain lah,based on law,who born IN Malaysia automatically will become the citizen of this country,and no doubt,we are BORN in Malaysia!So,we are MALAYSIAN,not CHINESE...
You are politician,an educator,and so on...
But why??? Why cannot you be more mature? You taught we want to stay at Malaysia? All the benefits,all the scholarships,all the good facilities...we gave you! And we have the worst things...many of Chinese and Indian students get full A in government's exam,but they cannot get into local University ,cannot get JPA scholarship,cannot get into Matrik? The reason is because their skin colour...
Why cannot they learn from SINGAPURA? Singapura wants the BEST,the TOP,no matter who you are or what your skin colour is...WHY Malaysia cannot???
I doubt the ability of government in dealing with this problem..
And you may said" hak keistimewaan"
And I will said" What the heck is this? Laws are made,laws are not born,they can be changed!Why cannot you,the Parliament,the Majlis Raja-Raja change it????
Because........they have already too depends on this law[HAK KEISTIMEWAAN]...
If change or delete this,they cannot survive...no more benefits for them,and they have too compete with us...you think they what???? Of course NO!
you NEVER been in our shoe!!!!!!! You never know what our feeling is when we work hard for something and cannot get it!!!!! You never know the feeling being called PENDATANG HARAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But,in reality,we do exist and live harmony as One Malaysia...we study together,we visit each other house when Hari Raya or other festivals...
I don't know why Parliament and an educator bring this an sensitive issue?
And yet,the more educated you are,the more stupid you are...

On the other hand,we,the Chinese should not blame them,if want blame,blame our ancestor for not work hard to fight for our importance in the past..
and we should be grateful because we work hard for somethings and less depends on government..we learned the hardship...we appreciate what we gained..unlike them,everything fall from sky,the government have to feed them all the time.

Finally,CHINESE,take a deep deep breathe and continue our journey,don't argue with the "people" who never understand what we need,right? save our energy from quarreling this stupid thing,because they always the winner no matter how...so,why don't we just keep quiet and let them bark and act as clown?

ABOVE ARE MY PERSONAL OPINION,DON'T ARREST ME UNDER ISA..THANKS...

What a damn school is....

I hate to say..but,still...I have to speak it out...
I HATE this school!!!!!!
Last week,
we gathered at hall and received a letter from the pihak sekolah that want us to donate money to build such a beautiful and useful roof for the students to walk under it when raining....
In my heart,I said" is the necessary for me to donate money just to build a roof that are so USEFUL?"
The letter stated that they have a DINNER specially for this purpose,and the seat for one person is RM50...
The teacher said:" The more you give, the more you received,so,be generous..and we didn't force you all to buy,is up to you all to decide"
So....
I decided not to donate..
know why?
because it is the full government supported school,and still...they wanna us to give donation..><
WTF is this school...=.="
And yet,we all decided not to GIVE(because it not compulsory for us to give donation like what he told us earlier) ..and this maybe cause the teacher to feel unhappy and came to scold us..=.="
He said firmly:" ok..you all don't want to give,isn't?! Does this RM50 will make you all bankrupt?!! If you all don't want to come for the dinner,then just give RM25 for the charity purpose...you make the school happy,and yourself happy.."

and the victims not me,is those students who want to go to KL trip because the teacher said :" if you give the donation RM25,then you only have to pay for RM20 for the trip fee; if not,you all have to pay RM40 for the trip fee..."
What can I said??? Does this action forcing the students to give the donation???
Does they really need that much money just to build the roof?

Besides that,one thing that make me very very unsatisfied is....
the teacher said:" STCM tak ajar you give donation ke?? Katolik tak ajar you give donation ke:???"
LOLZ.....WTH

Starting a brand new life..^^

I'm here again to update my blog..^^
*You* have left me for almost 2months,however,I seem like get used it ad.. the life without YOU..
I hate YOU for everything u did..YOU should just only care about me..not others gal..
But,in deep of my heart,still...I LOVE YOU..
anyway...it mean nothing ad,so..I should just forget about YOU n start my F6's life..
Hmmm......
actually,I quite excited and cannot wait to go F6 because,there......will be a good starting point for my life,everything will be new to me,friends..teachers...studies............
F6's life seen to be so hard(that's what they always say),but does it really hard??? I cannot make a conclusion here..>,<
I was...bad in science in F4 n F5,y? haha..because i dun really study,that's why my science subject so terrible,especially CHEMISTRY(x.X) ...
However...I will fix it after I enter F6.I was bad last time..but,it doesn't mean that I will always bad in it,right???
My future,I will decide it!
Maybe some of u will say that I cannot success,but who know??? Maybe I can be more success than u all??? Maybe I cannot...but,my future,only I know how to do it..
Whether I will succeed o not..it depends on me,isn't it?
And I prove it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just wait and see!!!!!!!!!!!!
wuahahaha...^^

爱情。

当你爱上一个人时，是不是就连他/她的缺点也爱上呢？也许许多都会说“是”。但是，实事却不是如此，不是吗？
常常因为小事而争吵，正常吗？我不知道。真的越吵越恩爱吗？还是越吵感情越疏远呢？我个人认为，天天吵架不一定是好事，而是“灾难”。
我有个朋友，和她男友在一起三年，她的男友是个脾气暴躁的人，爽不爽就对她拳打脚踢，我问她
“你爱他吗”
“我爱他，虽然他那样对我，可是我真的不能没有他，他打我，我静静给他打”
天哪…！那是什么道理？！不用奇怪，那就《爱》。
可是，我不赞成。不要问我为何不赞成，因为每个人对爱情的价值观不一致。
当一个男人那样对你时，你真的有做错吗？有人却因为吃醋，却被其男友骂“我只是找一个人，你就呱呱叫”，当你骂出来时，你有想过她的感受吗？也许你说，她让我吃醋吃到麻木了…。可是，她有那样骂你吗？
当她和其他男生说话时，他也一样骂她。但，他和其他女人说话时，她却静静。
以前，他和她出去时，他却常常和其他女生信息。她却静静不当一回事。当她和女性朋友诉苦时，她们都骂她傻，她们说“要是我男友和我出去时，信息其他女生，我会马上变脸，并且，问他，你够了没有…”。
她要求他快点考车，他却想理不理，还很严肃地说“你不要逼我…”，有哪个女生不想男友快点考车带自己去兜风呢？顺便炫耀给朋友看呢？
女生心里虽然很受伤，但是，依然爱着他，因为《爱》。

The last day of 2009...

Today is 31dec. 2009 le..suddenly,i feel sad to leave 2009...
HAIZ...
What can i say..the thing that I regret most is...
SPM ba..i think i didn't study as well as PMR ...
however..SPM exam had passed..waiting for the result..
If the result is not what i hoping for..,i still cannot stop my steps to achieve my goals..
What have to be,it have to be...
SPM means nothing to me,it just a certificate..
I have to be a baker,a professional chef!No matter what my result is...
And please..don't ever look down on me,I'm only a science stream student,and it doesn't mean I have to be doctor,engineer....
I have a dream...my dream..is to open a high class bakery shop..
I'll success!!!
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I'm the lucky gal in the world..know why?
haha..
Because I didn't kena PLKN...and I still typing this post without any difficulties..I still have my eyes..leg..hand..........
If you think you are not lucky,then,you are wrong...
Please be grateful with what you have...^^
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Next year is tomorrow..^^

Hate ppl like tis...

Today i went out with my boy ..n we met a friend,i called him xxx.
Initially,we didn't saw him as I too short[=.='']..n then,he saw us n said hi..
yes,we are friend and we know each other,so we talk for a while as what friend will do when meet each other,rite? Or as礼貌上,will also smile at each other,rite?
then..we talk ..talk...joking around..
but,then,a horrible sound came from a girl,no,maybe not a girl,three girls that we know de,two of them still same class with us,I smile at them,they just give me a cool face,what can i say..arh..didn't reply my smile..never mind,they are the people like ..so I don't want care about them.
Continue my story...
the sound said " xxx,走！"
WTH..xxx is not your dog,ok??!!!
n what the problem xxx talks to us ??
or at least say"sorry ya,we have to hurry..",somethings like that lah..but,they didn't say n give us 脸色看 oh...aren't u all had 'studied' MORAL for 11years??????!!!
He was wiling to accompany u all,u all have to thank to GOD lor,because u all are just too @#$%!@#$...or at least give him a chance speaks to us lah...STUPIAK !!!!
After that,xxx was unwiling to go with them,as they are too controlling people..
Have some words for them..
"Hey,ladies,do u know how to respect people mah?! What you feel when people do the same way to u???"

Damn boring arg~

haiz…haiz…haiz…
Wøke up in d mörning,figuring wat i shöuld döne 2day...watch tv? Msn? Sms? Haiz~
Finished breakfast,c my phöne whether gt msg bö...teng...teng…teng…[Nö new msg] shown ön d screen...nvm,i hv get use 2 it ler。。。
Öpen up my msn,again,a few ppl ön9 ønli...wat i cn dö? Damn boring...whö cn entertain me? Phone wòn't rang unless i sms 1st...msn shöw d same ppl on9...r they øsö børed as i dø? Dun nöe~
Wan gö öut kai kai,but d hot weather n nö $ causing me 2 postpone my plan...pöstpone til when? Dun nöe again~
Tv show d same ppl acting,nö meaning watching again n again,sö,i decided 2 switch it øff...
Laying ön my bed,waiting 4 sumöne 2 sms me,but,guess wat? Nö msg...nö öne wan entertain me,T.T...haiz...
Wat would u döne in such a böring day?
I hv nö answer 4 tat...perhaps sleeping?
Day passed,passed n passed…n i? I stil in d same actiön,mövement n activities[sleeping,blogging]...
Facing d wall,figuring wat 2 dö 2day~
Haiz…haiz…haiz…