I hate the feeling of PAIN....

Pain? what is pain? Why people suffer because of this?
Can't explain very details in here...
but one thing for sure...
I damn HATE the feeling of pain....

Two days a ago,I accidentally fell down at the roadside on the way to school...
My godness..!!!
Can you imagine it?
Well,
me myself also can't believe it....
It was such a embarrassing incident to recall back...><"...

Luckily,there's no people in front and behind me at that moment...
or else...I gonna dig a hole and bury myself in it...
BUT....there's always a but...
there was a lot got cars beside me,the drivers and the passengers in it had watched a nice show,perhaps a clown's show...><"
I can imagine how they felt about me when I walk until can accidentally fell down...
I don't why I can just kissed the roadside at that morning,by the time...there's no holes or other things that can cause myself to fall down...

Then,I quickly picked up my books and pretended nothings had happen...
I thought I didn't get any injuries because I can't see my hand and knees were actually bleeding...perhaps I too panic after that fall....><"...
After arriving the school...
I just realized that my palm and knees were so painful...
and I looked at them...
OMG...it's bleeding...
then I told my friends how I fell down...
they all laughed at me and said,
"aiyo,how come you walk also can fall down?? Are you daydreaming?? "
haha...
Indeed...
I really don't have proper answer for that...

As you see,
that was not my first time fall down and get injured badly...
but the question is,
WHY I always walk until can fall down???
Hmm....
I DON'T KNOW...!!! lolx....><"

then,I applied medicine with the help of my friend and also Mr.Chin...
It was such a embarrassing moment in my life...
I hardly can move or bend my knees after that"accident"...
the epidermis of my skin at the area of my knees had wore out because it kissed the road and stick on the it...
The pain is terrifying...!! Even now while I writing this blog,I can still feel the pain...T^T
When I bathed,I scream like a nut...lolz...
Same thing happen when I applied medicine on it....
I can't put my blanket while sleeping because it will touch my wounds,and wake me up from my dream because I can't stand the pain....!!

New life begin...

Yesterday night,I was busy countdown-ing with a bucks of friends...
31st December really was a memorable day for me...
Time flies like hell...
Just a twinkling moment,I'm now in 2011..gosh..!!!
and I was like..OMG.!!! I haven't done anything that really impress myself..=.="
Suddenly,I recall the incidents that happen in last year...
I still remember everything clearly...

2010 was a memorable year for me,
2010...I took my SPM result,thank you for those who lend me their helping hand when I faced difficulties in academic,and so,Miss Poh,I had proven that your student - I can scored in Physic without your helps,and also to let you know,I so damn hate you><" because of what you said and what you did to my brother!!!
2010... I broke up with him,the most hurting part,I guess...;I cried and being so down...I wish I could just forgive him and be friend with him as usual,but,I couldn't..so sorry,Ng Zheng,forgive my immaturity..
2010... had some quarrels with my friends,Weng Sheng and Chris,so sorry that I being so stingy when dealing with my relationship with him and made you all so fed up...I was blind that time until can't see the truth@@
2010...I separated with my closed friend - Anna,she further her studies at Genting Inti ; First time,we being apart,I was so hesitated to separated with her,but,life have to go on.. she's now studying in college,while I stunk in my Form 6 's life.. =.="
2010...I nearly enter Bakery college which is MIB,I collected all the information but my both parents disagree with my choice,they said I should choose a better path...then, I struggled and struggled,finally,I choose Form 6 as my final way...
2010...I registered myself at SMK GAJAG BERANG,the "top" school , I was so hesitated to study there,the teachers and the school authorities made me feel unfriendly,unlike in STCM...
2010... I being taught how to become pre-u student,thousand tan of schoolworks,assignments,tuition,presentations..lolz...X,X
2010... I met a lot of new friends regardless working or studying friends,I met my ex supervisor- a very nice and loves outgoing guy...glad to meet you,Eugene! Larry,@@...speechless when talk about him,17 years old ; Kai Xian,thank for teaching me the appropriate ways to enjoy china tea><"..; Wen li, laws are to be break,don't always follow the rules,and I can't be your whole life driver,must think your own transport,ok?^^ ; And my classmates and those whom I just met,wanna to let you all know,good to have you all as my friends..^^
2010... my first year to approach my STPM (Secondary final level exam) ,gosh . . . scared...!!!! T^T



However,2010 ended,I should erase those bad and awful memories,remember the sweet and wonderful moments...
2011,new year,new resolution..!!!!
New aims for 2011 are : get flying color result for my STPM,change my immaturity, behave like an adult,become MORE hardworking than before,don't getting into any relationship..!!!!
JULIANA KOH PEI NEE,must gambateh gao gao..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES,I can...!!!!!

New experience....

I looked for a job during my holidays so that I can earn some pocket money and have a new experience....
And yet,I found one...
Thank Chui Xuan for introducing me this job..
Well...
I worked as promoter for my lady boss in introducing our new products...
Our shop(should I called our?cause I just worked for 9 days)are specially dealing with Pu Erh Tea(China,Yunnan)...
I not the person who like to drink Chinese tea...
because it tasted worse,bitter somemore...
But,my thought changed after I worked for this lady boss...
She quite busy with her stuff during this EXPO period...
She have to rush to KL for her degree's courses...
so,she just left the stall for me and the other worker...
I like this worker(not the lover's like lah),is a guy,called Kai Xian,20 years old...
He can't speak English properly or I should say,he can't understand English well(not his fault because he studied at Pay Fong)...
now,back to our topic...
why I like him?
yet,the answer is...
I like the way he dealing with the tea's buyer(customer),the ways how he demonstrates techniques in drinking the Pu Erh Tea...
what should I say?
AWESOME?
yup,really awesome..^^
the tea made by him was NICE and PLEASANT to drink..!!!
from that moment,I fall in love with Chinese tea...
besides,he quite funny and humor guy...
Good to have he as my new pal..^^

I met many new friends during my working time..
you see...
I can't sit tight at my working place only..
that's why...haha...
making new new friends was NICE... =)
This job also worth for me,although the paid(RM60 per day & included meals) might seem a little bit low for some people...
but,it is rather than jobless...
RIGHT?
the most important is,I learned somethings through this job...
so,it is worth..!!!! ^^

Time to say GOODBYE.....

I know this day will come...
It's approached me,make me lost my control...
Just,it came too fast..I have no time to prepare or to think..
Perhaps,I just don't want to think...
Cause,I know I will so hesitated to leave you all,my lovely GBS L6B3..
"Don't be fear"
"It's ok"
I told myself...
But,inside my deep deep heart...
Yet,I'm afraid...
Fear to accept the challenges...?
NOPE,I'll never ever fear of challenges,the tougher the challenge is,the more I learned..
Maybe..I just frighten,scared...
I scare I fail my tasks..

And yet,leaving you all as my classmates is the most hurting part,I guess..
Just feel like I gonna separate with you all(although we still studying at the same school)..
Nobody would wiling to share their precious time to play with at there...
Nobody would wiling to teach me how to become a pre-U student...
Nobody would wiling to scold me if I done anythings wrong during my presentation...
Nobody would wiling to ask me to practice speaking during MUET lessons...><"
Nobody would wiling to gossip with me..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I dislike this king of feeling..
It's so terrifying...
When I took photo with my lovely classmates,my tears are rushing to come out,luckily,I manage to control them..
My heart is crying..
but,I smile to say goodbye...
T^T

Haizz...
Time flies...
Just a twinkling moment,
All gone,new life BEGUN...
"Go ahead,don't even look back"
My sir told me that,he encouraged me to go up,gave me the last reminds..
Sir,THANK YOU..I really appreciate it...
And I'll..CONTINUE my journey with own wills...

Guys,just a short short remind for you all..
We may separated now,but,yes,I'm still belong to L6B3,my spirit still there..
Think what Sir told us during his lessons,
we may different in our appearance,but..
don't forget..
Everyone have one complex and well developed BRAIN...
Try hard to get what you want..!!
Remember that...^^
Mr. Tay(my chemistry tuition teacher)always said" Try very very very hard to achieve your goals,don't waste your time at FORM 6"


Bye...and good luck^^

Do you know that you are so ANNOYING ???

Here,
I gonna write something or a message for my "lovely" classmate who have think TOO MUCH,perhaps??
First thing that I gonna ask you is : where is your brain located? your ass?
Why you often think something that SO COMPLICATED??!!
or...Can't you be more polite ??
or...Can't you be more considerable??
Perhaps,you CANNOT..!!!!!!!!!

Secondly,
Did we accidentally HURT you?? or what have we done that make you so pissed off???
EXCUSE ME,my dear friend....
You thought we will gossip about you? Who do you think you are?? Tom Cruise? or ???
NOTHING about you that worth for us to gossip about you,ok???
Pathetic !!!

Thirdly,
you warmed mc that you wouldn't tolerate with us if we accidentally stepped on your tail?
What a childish warning is....hahahahahahahahahahahaha....
now,who should warning who????
think with your ass brain,please..!!!
oppss...I forgot,your brain grown at your ass.... =X

Yet,we tried to make friend with you,ask you whether you wanna join us for movie or what what event or not...
and your answer really pissed me off...
Sincerely,we just wanna ask you to hang out with us,what so difficult??
you bastard....><"

YES,I know that my English isn't that good as yours...and I can't speak fluently as you did...
so what???
so you can laugh at me,is that what you want??
nope,you already DID..!!!!

We try to avoid arguing with you,because it's worthless and we are CLASSMATES..!!!
Make it clear,we are CLASSMATES..!!!!
Everyone have their right to speak out their mind,but unlike this...
Am I right??
Can't you just be more POLITE??? you are guy,ok?
Guy behave like guy...but,do you?
We tolerate with you,so do you...
IF we did hurt your feeling unconsciously ,I as the representative,saying SORRY to you....
I'm so SORRY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please forgive us?><"

** No offense..
Written by: Juliana Koh...

GBS L6B3

10th May was my first day stepped into the Malacca the most favorite and famous school - SMK GAJAH BERANG(well known as GBS)...
I wonder why I am there? I wonder why I choose FORM 6 as my last path to the journey of higher education..
and I experienced all that my others colleague's friends don't have...................

the day I put on the school uniform(since a long time I didn't wear school uniform after my SPM last paper)......
the day I wear the GBS's badge......
the day I become one part of this school....
the day that I so reluctant to stay in FORM 6...
the days that I struggled the most in my life..
the days I being taught to become a pre-U student...
the day I met ALL the lovely and adorable classmates...

Indeed,I love this class,we might be the last class,but we have our own pride,dignity(hope the school authority won't look down on us!!!!) ..
although the feeling might not same as 5SN1...
BUT,yes,I love you all...
Everyone is different,everyone have their own personalities...
some good,some not...
for others too,I might not good as I seem,I might be hated..
but,no matter how,
this friendship will last eternity in my memories until the day I cannot breathe..
I'll keep this in my heart,how about you all,my lovely classmates?
Remember,guys....
you yourself choose this path,no one forced you..
we maybe the last class,but,with our spirit and right altitude,
yes,we still can be saved!!!!
God gave us a brain which is almost the same among us,
ask yourself...
why they can,why I cannot???
perhaps they are brilliant and clever,need no hardship..
perhaps we are not that smart,but we can work hard for that..maybe 50% more or 100 % more...
everything under your own control..
guys...DECIDE IT now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't waste your time...
Gambateh,my friends!!! ^^
Sorry to say that I might leaving you all next year,but as what Mr. Alex said :This is fact,just face it
I don't think I manage to go other classes with a smile on my face..
because,
here,I found my happiness...
I found myself..
I gossip with you all..
feel sad and hesitated to leave you all...
T,T
Perhaps,when I gone...
the class will much more quite and peaceful...
Perhaps,I should learn how to grown up...


Thank guys,I love you all(I mean that)-.-"

It just cannot be compared...

It have been long time since I enter Form 6...
Met new friends,chit-chat all the time with each others,study together,eat together and more and more...
BUT,the feeling......
isn't same as last time...
isn't same when I studying at SMJK Tinggi Cina Melaka...
It just not same...
Perhaps..
I just cannot get used to it...
Or..
maybe they are different from you guys(my older friends)..
Different people,different mind,different thought,different altitude...
Some are just too follow the law,I mean school's law,
you see,
law is made,not born with,but why when the teacher or school authority made some STUPID mistakes,they will still following the law..?
If compared to us when we were in Form 5,we won't follow blindly the law,isn't we?
Is not that we too brave to break the law or we cannot follow the instructions nicely...
is just because teachers also homo sapien,which mean..they are also just like us - HUMAN BEING,which also mean,they make MISTAKES too!!
Am I right?
While,some are just too selfish,too annoying,too childish...
then who should I be? same as them?
Well,I love gossip and talkative all the time...and yet,I break the law as usual..
haha...XD
As usual,we have our own geng...
BUT,obviously..some of my classmates don't even want to stick with us,because many we too "ji po"...haha...
yes,I admit that...XD
But cannot you just cooperate with us once??!!! har??!!
because of you,we care about your feeling...and due to this factor,we ask your opinions for our class gathering,and yet,you talk with your ASS and give bullshit,saying us didn't invite you at all...
Ok,fine !!!
We have to plan first before inviting you,aren't we?
So,we plan first,and yet,you saying us didn't invite?
Hello,my dear friend...we haven't fully planed,how can we simply invite you?? Think with your brain,not your ass,please !!!!
THEN,after we finished planed,we DID invite you,and yet,you gave bullshit reasons and say don't want come?? WTH...><
Whatever,up to you to decide...
This is what you decided,not us,and please..we didn't offended you at all,why cannot you smile and talk NICELY with us?
You said go for halal place,yet,we asked your opinion...but what did you do?
One day,If I lost my temper and Devil inside me talk control of me,
SORRY is the only words I can say because I sure scold you...!!!!

ABOVE WAS JUST MY PERSONAL'S OPINIONS...